When I’m struggling I should be able to come here and write, but for some reason it just isn’t happening today. I’ve written two posts in the last 2 hours and both times just as I’m poised to click “publish” I scroll up and “save as draft” instead.
Maybe I’m just not ready to let it go yet. Maybe the pain is well deserved punishment. Maybe….who knows.
In liu of venting and feeling better I guess I’ll just revert to pasting on a fake smile and hoping they buy it, because I have plans in about an hour.
