I just got a message on facebook from my son’s mother. Seems my ex (son’s first father) has used the contact info I passed on last month. I should be overjoyed. Its wonderful that Kidlet will have the opportunity to get to know things about that side of his biological family. Instead I’m jealous and feeling very territorial.
Ex had some very helpful things to contribute toward things going on with Kidlet these days. Seems kidlet is a lot like Ex. Instead of being grateful for the insight I’m on the verge of tears because it was insight I couldn’t provide.
I feel guilty for feeling jealous. What kind of horrible mother would begrudge her child the opportunity to have a connection with his father? What kind of horrible person would resent a man for reaching out to his son? I’ll tell you what kind, a horrible horrible person. Me.
chowchow22 said,
December 1, 2008 @ 12:32 pm
Probably because Mr. “Helpful”~ should have “helped” you raise kidlet. A day late a dollar short eh.